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The Training Camp
Chapter Seventeen
Tor Varga
“May I join you,” He asked Iella Sallin and Boceta Long as he approached where they were meditating. He had hoped to spend some time with Rath, Kale, Mak and Swa-lu but so far today they were all off doing different things. He’d seen Kale talking with Master Codi, while Mak and Swa-lu were helping Ferfer with Light saber drills and he wasn’t in the mood to get beaten by the Ryn.
“Certainly,” Padawn Long sliding over to allow him to sit. He saw Iella give him a dark glare before rising and leaving. “You will have to forgive Padawan Sallin she does not care much for you Imperial knights.”
“Me in particular it seems,” He said not that he could blame her. He suspected that she knew Master Codi did not trust her because she was from a prominent Hapan family. “I can’t really blame her for that though.”
“It is not just because your master distrust her for being Hapan,” The Bothan said giving him a knowing look. “I think it also doesn’t help that she is attracted to you physically.” He knew he was staring at the Bothan. “Padawan Sallin is the most dedicated student here of the viewpoint that attachment is something to be avoided.” He was smiling slightly as he went on. “Only Geela and I share her view about attachments and we are not as strict as she is.”
“Geela, doesn’t believe in attachments,” He said in shock. “Then why is she having sex regularly with Silas.” He was having a hard time picturing Geela Sedaya as a non attachment believer after she propositioned him that time.
“Geela does not believe in forming attachments but she doesn’t see why that should deny her opportunities for carnal pleasure.” Padawan Long said with a smirk. “In addition to Cadet Quest she has been intimate with at least three others at this camp.” He hadn’t known that and couldn’t help but wonder who else had been with the Khill Padawan.
“Myself I am between the two,” Padawan Long said after a moment. “I am one of the only male off spring of my clan so as a result my parents arranged a marriage to me with the daughter of an allied clan.” He looked completely at ease despite earlier saying he was against attachments. “We have discussed the matter and both of us see the marriage as simply a necessary burden.” He snorted as he thought. “She is quiet happy in her business world and me as a Jedi we will have children of course to carry on the clan’s bloodlines but that will be the end of our involvement.”
“That sounds rather cold,” he found himself admitting. “But then again I will probably be in a similar situation even thought I personally see nothing wrong with attachments.” He hated to admit it but it was true. “My options for romantic relationships will always be limited by the fact I am a member of the royal family.”
“Yes, I figured that we had family pressures in common,” Padawan Long said. “It’s why I’m willing to sit and talk with you while Iella who likes Imperial Knights even less than I do won’t.” It was a strange back handed compliment. “You know the worst thing is thanks to my family I’m disgusted by Geela.” Long said after a moment. “Not the casual sex I can deal with that it’s the fact she keeps having it with other species, I came to the Jedi late and had plenty of time to absorb my parents views on interspecies relationships.” He frowned. “No matter how often the masters tell me that we are luminous beings not this crude matter I can’t get past what they taught me.”
“I see,” he really had no response to that. He knew that there was a sizable minority of sentients throughout the galaxy who felt the same way it was just odd to see such a viewpoint among the Jedi. Padawan Long didn’t seem in the mood to talk anymore as he closed his eyes and returned to meditating. He took advantage of that to slip away unsure how he felt being confronted by a Jedi’s bigotry.
He glanced around and his eyes fell on Swa-lu, and Mak who were laughing together and that was how he wanted to see the Jedi but he wasn’t sure he could anymore after that conversation with Padawan Long. His talk with the Bothan Padawan had brought home the reality that the Jedi were just as flawed as the Imperial Knights.
He got up and walked around noticing that Kale looked bored while Master Codi was talking a lot. He wondered what the story was as he couldn’t see the jedi seeking out the Master’s attention just to talk. Unlike Jedi Master Nextor, Master Codi did not encourage debates on philosophy. He headed over to see if he could get a clearer picture.
“Ah Cadet Varga I was just telling Padawan Lasek here about his grand father’s great exploits during his venerated career as an Imperial Knight.” He could tell by the gleam in Master Codi’s eye that he thought he had a potential convert to the Knights. He had come to call Kale Lasek a friend and had no doubt that the man was humoring the master for another reason. “If your partner Cadet Sho hadn’t wandered off he could tell you some other stories.”
“I can ask him later,” Kale said quickly. “You were telling me about the incident during the Kligsonite invasions on the planet Dathomir?” He realized then what Kale was doing. Wherever Rath had gone he did not want to be disturbed by Master Codi so Kale was playing Decoy. He left curious to find out where Rath had gone so he made his way away from the two having a discussion and closed his eyes reaching out in the force he found Rath some ways away talking with Master Nextor.
As curious as he was he wouldn’t intrude on them as it was obviously important to Rath and while Kale was a newer friend he knew him well enough to know that he wouldn’t aid Rath if there was anything wrong about what Rath was doing. Instead he turned and headed toward Swa-lu and Mak now that they weren’t dueling with Ferfer he felt safe approaching. “What did Padawan Long say about me,” A voice said startling him. He turned to see Iella. “Well Imperial Knight I asked you a question?”
“He said you were attracted to me and that was one reason you seem to hate me,” He said letting his annoyance lead to him being completely honest. He watched her eyes widen. “Personally, I don’t buy it but I’m sure you have your reasons for disliking me.”
“You are visually pleasing,” She said looking him up and down and then snorting. “But I have taken personal vows of celibacy, and chastity. “ She looked away after that. “My reasons for disliking you are simply that I don’t trust any Imperial Knight I feel you are little better than dark siders.”
“Really then you’re not much of a Jedi,” He said watching her eyes widen. “You should be able to sense that none of us here are dark siders and if you can’t then maybe you should talk to Master Nextor about some rudimentary lessons.”
She turned and stroke off obviously angry and he knew he pushed a bit but she had crossed a line. He wondered again as how some of the Jedi could seem to be everything he thought the Jedi and Imperial Knights should be others fell so far short.
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The Training Camp
Chapter Seventeen
Tor Varga
“May I join you,” He asked Iella Sallin and Boceta Long as he approached where they were meditating. He had hoped to spend some time with Rath, Kale, Mak and Swa-lu but so far today they were all off doing different things. He’d seen Kale talking with Master Codi, while Mak and Swa-lu were helping Ferfer with Light saber drills and he wasn’t in the mood to get beaten by the Ryn.
“Certainly,” Padawn Long sliding over to allow him to sit. He saw Iella give him a dark glare before rising and leaving. “You will have to forgive Padawan Sallin she does not care much for you Imperial knights.”
“Me in particular it seems,” He said not that he could blame her. He suspected that she knew Master Codi did not trust her because she was from a prominent Hapan family. “I can’t really blame her for that though.”
“It is not just because your master distrust her for being Hapan,” The Bothan said giving him a knowing look. “I think it also doesn’t help that she is attracted to you physically.” He knew he was staring at the Bothan. “Padawan Sallin is the most dedicated student here of the viewpoint that attachment is something to be avoided.” He was smiling slightly as he went on. “Only Geela and I share her view about attachments and we are not as strict as she is.”
“Geela, doesn’t believe in attachments,” He said in shock. “Then why is she having sex regularly with Silas.” He was having a hard time picturing Geela Sedaya as a non attachment believer after she propositioned him that time.
“Geela does not believe in forming attachments but she doesn’t see why that should deny her opportunities for carnal pleasure.” Padawan Long said with a smirk. “In addition to Cadet Quest she has been intimate with at least three others at this camp.” He hadn’t known that and couldn’t help but wonder who else had been with the Khill Padawan.
“Myself I am between the two,” Padawan Long said after a moment. “I am one of the only male off spring of my clan so as a result my parents arranged a marriage to me with the daughter of an allied clan.” He looked completely at ease despite earlier saying he was against attachments. “We have discussed the matter and both of us see the marriage as simply a necessary burden.” He snorted as he thought. “She is quiet happy in her business world and me as a Jedi we will have children of course to carry on the clan’s bloodlines but that will be the end of our involvement.”
“That sounds rather cold,” he found himself admitting. “But then again I will probably be in a similar situation even thought I personally see nothing wrong with attachments.” He hated to admit it but it was true. “My options for romantic relationships will always be limited by the fact I am a member of the royal family.”
“Yes, I figured that we had family pressures in common,” Padawan Long said. “It’s why I’m willing to sit and talk with you while Iella who likes Imperial Knights even less than I do won’t.” It was a strange back handed compliment. “You know the worst thing is thanks to my family I’m disgusted by Geela.” Long said after a moment. “Not the casual sex I can deal with that it’s the fact she keeps having it with other species, I came to the Jedi late and had plenty of time to absorb my parents views on interspecies relationships.” He frowned. “No matter how often the masters tell me that we are luminous beings not this crude matter I can’t get past what they taught me.”
“I see,” he really had no response to that. He knew that there was a sizable minority of sentients throughout the galaxy who felt the same way it was just odd to see such a viewpoint among the Jedi. Padawan Long didn’t seem in the mood to talk anymore as he closed his eyes and returned to meditating. He took advantage of that to slip away unsure how he felt being confronted by a Jedi’s bigotry.
He glanced around and his eyes fell on Swa-lu, and Mak who were laughing together and that was how he wanted to see the Jedi but he wasn’t sure he could anymore after that conversation with Padawan Long. His talk with the Bothan Padawan had brought home the reality that the Jedi were just as flawed as the Imperial Knights.
He got up and walked around noticing that Kale looked bored while Master Codi was talking a lot. He wondered what the story was as he couldn’t see the jedi seeking out the Master’s attention just to talk. Unlike Jedi Master Nextor, Master Codi did not encourage debates on philosophy. He headed over to see if he could get a clearer picture.
“Ah Cadet Varga I was just telling Padawan Lasek here about his grand father’s great exploits during his venerated career as an Imperial Knight.” He could tell by the gleam in Master Codi’s eye that he thought he had a potential convert to the Knights. He had come to call Kale Lasek a friend and had no doubt that the man was humoring the master for another reason. “If your partner Cadet Sho hadn’t wandered off he could tell you some other stories.”
“I can ask him later,” Kale said quickly. “You were telling me about the incident during the Kligsonite invasions on the planet Dathomir?” He realized then what Kale was doing. Wherever Rath had gone he did not want to be disturbed by Master Codi so Kale was playing Decoy. He left curious to find out where Rath had gone so he made his way away from the two having a discussion and closed his eyes reaching out in the force he found Rath some ways away talking with Master Nextor.
As curious as he was he wouldn’t intrude on them as it was obviously important to Rath and while Kale was a newer friend he knew him well enough to know that he wouldn’t aid Rath if there was anything wrong about what Rath was doing. Instead he turned and headed toward Swa-lu and Mak now that they weren’t dueling with Ferfer he felt safe approaching. “What did Padawan Long say about me,” A voice said startling him. He turned to see Iella. “Well Imperial Knight I asked you a question?”
“He said you were attracted to me and that was one reason you seem to hate me,” He said letting his annoyance lead to him being completely honest. He watched her eyes widen. “Personally, I don’t buy it but I’m sure you have your reasons for disliking me.”
“You are visually pleasing,” She said looking him up and down and then snorting. “But I have taken personal vows of celibacy, and chastity. “ She looked away after that. “My reasons for disliking you are simply that I don’t trust any Imperial Knight I feel you are little better than dark siders.”
“Really then you’re not much of a Jedi,” He said watching her eyes widen. “You should be able to sense that none of us here are dark siders and if you can’t then maybe you should talk to Master Nextor about some rudimentary lessons.”
She turned and stroke off obviously angry and he knew he pushed a bit but she had crossed a line. He wondered again as how some of the Jedi could seem to be everything he thought the Jedi and Imperial Knights should be others fell so far short.
To be continued...
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